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calling all sleeping beauties~ WIN $150 sleep-sound machine!

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While on my ESC Sabbatical I’m not only receiving Exquisite Self Care, but gushes of loving inspiration too!

That means when I return I will be back better and BOLDER than ever 😉

In the meantime, several serendipitous things have been happening for me and there’s something I want to pay forward…

For my birthday last month I received a gorgeous gift from my beloved- something I had been desiring for a while now-

a white-noise sleep machine.

I’d heard good things about these and couldn’t wait for it to arrive to try it out for myself.

But to my surprise when it arrived, I received not 1 but 2!

We called the company but they said I should keep the extra one free of charge 🙂

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Sooooo….a very lucky lady is going to WIN a $150 Sound Machine (I LOVE mine)!

It could be YOU.

All you have to do to win is TELL ME ABOUT YOUR BIGGEST PRIORITIES FOR 2015!

After I close the survey I will randomly draw a name from the participants and announce the winner and have it mailed out right to you!

These particular sound-machines have 10 settings of soothing sounds, PLUS adaptive sound technology that actually adapts to your environment for a wonderful sleep experience.

It’s been wonderful for me and I can’t wait to see whose going to WIN!

in dreams,

ps One of the things that keeps me up at night is wondering how to make a difference in your life!

Please take a minute and answer these 7 QUICK Questions so I can support you in a way that’s most meaningful for YOU and for a chance to WIN.

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home spa magnesium body balm~ less stress, better sleep

Hi my Gorgeous!

While still on my ESC sabbatical, I’ve been experimenting with all-natural remedies to assist my healing.

I shared an update last time about 3 powerful things that have been helping me, and today I have another!

It’s simple to make and really feels like a soothing layer of comfort and protection for the skin and etheric body.

magnesium body balm

*for the magnesium oil I like ‘Ancient Minerals’ brand from ancientminerals.com, for the essential oils mountainrose.com and the coconut oil must be organic and raw 

Simply process the oils together until completely blended and smooth, then store in an air-tight jar.

Apply all over your beautiful body every night before bed for deep sleep.

Or you can freeze in pretty moulds or an ice cube tray and add one or two to your bath to melt away stress.

Try it and let me know what you think!

in-joy,

 ps >> SALE ENDS TOMORROW NIGHT!

TO RECEIVE 50% OFF on the online products below, use this Gift Coupon at CHECKOUT:

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exquisite self care sabbatical UPDATE

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It’s been a couple months already and I’m not back yet, but I’ve received so many emails and inquiries about how I am doing and so I wanted to share an UPDATE.

AND ITS PACKED so grab a healthy beverage and sit back and enjoy 🙂

This weekend I celebrated my 50th Birthday!!!

I allowed myself to receive so fully!

Not just the petals on my pillow as I woke (nice touch Babe!) or the gifts and cards and flowers or calls from my friends around the world…

What really touched me deeply is how much LOVE I was able to let in…

The look in my boys’ eyes as they read the homemade cards they made for me…(!!!)

The LOUD joyful birthday song at the restaurant with so much laughter and hugs and high-fives…

As you know I’ve been through a really rough patch the last few months and I wasn’t sure I was up to much of a celebration- even begging my husband NOT to throw me a huge surprise party- but it was just so perfect…

Because I felt so ALIVE and EXPANSIVE and gorgeously OPEN to LIFE… 

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My life is a Fairytale!

Thank you, more please ♥

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EXQUISITE SELF CARE UPDATE

As I mentioned above I’m not there yet but I have made some beautiful progress!

I have been doing several key things since I got sick that have been VITAL for my healing:

1. more REST/SLEEP- no computers or other media- just quiet, getting horizontal even in the middle of the day, eyes closed, stillness.

THIS IS NATURE’S COMMAND when we are ill.

AND more SLEEP- my biggest challenge ever! I’ve never slept more than 4 hours a night and often it’s even less than that skipping falling asleep altogether…I’ve COMPENSATED for this with my HIGH-RAW/WHOLEFOODS DIET… but I feel my body really requires more sleep and I am going to be summoning the assistance of a genius ANTHROPOSOPHICAL medical doctor to investigate with me and diagnose if I have a HORMONE IMBALANCE or what is causing this chronic and acute INSOMNIA. Will share more when I can on this as I know MANY of YOU also struggle with sleep deprivation/disorders/insomnia and it is causing havoc with our health despite an excellent diet!

2. more PROTEIN- raw/vegan/cooked/vegetarian/animal- I have been experimenting with it ALL.

I am noticing my body is changing- NOTE TO SELF- Women’s bodies have NATURAL CYCLES over a lifetime and therefore their NUTRITIONAL needs etc SHIFT and we may REQUIRE to allow for dietary changes and instead of being too dogmatic, HONOUR THE NEEDS OF OUR FEMININE BODIES. My good friend and colleague author PETE CERQUA reached out to me and put me in touch with an expert NUTRITIONIST –Victoria Toujilina– on his team who had me try a PROTEIN SUPPLEMENT (I was so not open at first but am so glad I tried it!) on a REGENERATIVE PROTOCAL that she put me on that has been SUPER HELPFUL/CONVENIENT when I was too weak to do all my regular high-raw diet-

>> For YOUR FREE NUTRITIONAL ASSESSMENT/CONSULTATION contact Victoria:

Victoria Toujilina’s email: victoria at 90-SecondFitness dot com

3. more MINERALS- especially MAGNESIUM for my heart- The best one I’ve ever found is my dear friend Dr Carolyn Dean’s RE-MAG and RE-LYTE MINERALS at www.rnareset.com.

This TRINITY has been INVALUABLE for me!

And so has all the LOVE, SUPPORT, TRANSPARENCY, OPENNESS, FAITH and RECEIVING I’ve been blessed with by so many of YOU!

I have also been using CHINESE HERBS working with a wonderful Chinese doctor locally specific for building up my QI and shrinking cysts.

ULTRASOUND REPORT TODAY

Today I went for a third ULTRASOUND in 4.5 months to see if what I have been doing is working or not to shrink my large OVARIAN CYST:

Ultrasound in Sept 2014- 8.8 cm

Ultrasound in Nove 2014- 9.2 cm

Ultrasound today Jan 22 2015- 8cm

It IS SHRINKING~ HOORAY!

I still have a ways to go but I am on track gently moving in the right direction, HEALING NATURALLY WITHOUT SURGERY :-))

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT, I HAVE FELT IT ALL!

TONIGHT I CELEBRATE with a soul sister I adore…

Amber Hartnell is hosting a free call with Ariel White that I am excited about and I don’t want you to miss out on HERE

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PLEASURE PLEASURE AND MORE PLEASURE!

in love and beauty,

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p.s. 50th BIRTHDAY BRAGS!!

WARNING:

Women aren’t generally encouraged in our culture to put themselves first, go for their desires, or brag (God forbid!) about their accomplishments… we are taught to SACRIFICE ourselves, take care of EVERYBODY ELSE, and SHRINK so we never outshine others… this is the OLD PARADIGM that doesn’t serve us and we get to DELETE that outdated program and be the CREATRIX in our lives!

**BRAGGING, a feminine art made popular by beloved Mama Gena is the antidote to diminishing ourselves and all the GOOD that is in our life…I was first introduced to bragging by Mama Gena years ago but only recently have tried it, and it’s ESSENTIAL for any woman who desires to gift herself and others PERMISSION to live and love fully- and it’s also FUN, so here goes:

I brag I JUST TURNED 50!

I brag I still feel like I’m 37!

I brag I always said ‘when I’m 50 I can do whatever I want!’!

I brag my 3 guys are lavishing me with their LOVE and I feeeeeeel it!!!

I brag I’m HEALING!

I brag I have 5 girlfriends that I’ve known for 3 DECADES and they always remember my birthday even though they’re scattered all over the globe!

I brag TRANSPARENCY in rupture and though I’ve been through so much lately and am not out of the woods yet that I’ve turned a corner!

I brag rose petals all over my pillow this morning when I woke up!

I brag there are things I HATE that I’m not putting up with anymore especially now that I’m 50- WHOOO HOOO!

I brag I am a powerful RECEIVER!

I brag I no longer put people on PEDESTALS!

I brag I connect with people who match or raise me, TOO!

I brag I give myself full permission to feel it ALL and experience WHOLENESS!

I brag I LOVE my sensual and sacred pussy!

I brag I can walk barefoot on snow and GROUND MYSELF everyday no matter the weather!

I brag I’m still LEARNING!

I brag I’m POWERFULLY vulnerable!

I brag I AM a feminine sensual beauty!

I brag my designs make WOMEN feel feminine, sensual, beautiful!

I brag I’m a hot sexy genius because I take EXQUISITE care of my body and I’m loving her more than ever!

I brag I may have more fears than most but I usually face them which makes me very BRAVE!

I brag my burning DESIRES!

I brag my connections with SOUL SISTERS around the world!

I brag my talents and TENDERNESS and truth!

I brag I’m soft AND strong!

I brag I’m NOBODY’S fool!

I brag I’m coming out of a very dark time and place with SUPPORT and GRACE!

I brag I’m ALLOWING in more pleasure and I don’t feel a damn bit of guilt!

I brag 50 is the new 30 and I’m going to RAWK it!

I brag younger women will envy my feminine MYSTIQUE!

I brag I know how to love and I am so loved AND loveable!

I brag I am seen and known and loved in this most amazingly potent COMMUNITY!

I brag I feel lit up with love and APPRECIATION for everything I have, and everything I want, and everything I am and everything I’M NOT!

I brag the SKY IS THE LIMIT this year for me!

I brag I’m NOT holding back anymore!

I will love more GIVE more RECEIVE more SHARE more BELIEVE more HELP more PLAY more SURRENDER more DESIGN more TRUST more CLAIM more INSPIRE more LAUGH more CRY more EXPRESS more CLIMAX more ENJOY more RELAX more TRAVEL more I’LL raise the stakes higher UPLIFT higher BE LIFTED higher DREAM bigger DANCE wilder SING louder WRITE deeper and HEAL faster and OPEN to MIRACLES more this year!

I brag I’m going to KICK UP MY HEELS LIKE CRAZY this year!

I brag I’ve been gifted another day on this beautiful blue jewel and that I’m HERE to live out loud!

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN!

I INVITE YOU to write your own BRAG LIST

FOR EXTRA CREDIT Share them in the comments if you wish~ 

ENJOY CELEBRATING YOURSELF 😉

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p.p.s. A final Birthday Brag~ Receiving this:

 

 

 

 

 

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I’m turning 50! My Gift to YOU

souled aHere we are in the honeymoon phase of another NEW YEAR… I just love this time of year for its FRESH NEW BEGINNINGS.

2014 was a bumpy one for many of us, and in the last months I felt like I entered a dark cave…

But I did not stay silent, HIDING alone, and shared my personal struggles with you.

This SOUL SHARING ignited a sacred flame of truth and beauty that lit a NEW WAY OF BEING for not only myself but for many of you also…

It takes courage to live without masks…but what happens is MAGICAL.

BEING transparent especially during times of UNCERTAINTY is a potent form of Exquisite Self Care.

There have been many hills and valleys for me personally and I know for you too …

ALL are INITIATIONS to accessing more of ourselves on our Heroine’s Journey.

I feel now what I’ve been going through has been such a BLESSING~

an opportunity to receive in a way I never could up until now-

so much LOVE, HEALING, OPPORTUNITY, ABUNDANCE has been flowing into my life!

I’ll be sharing a special UPDATE with you soon… 

But for now I’m CELEBRATING my 50th Birthday!

AND I am gifting you 50% OFF of practically EVERYTHING in my store 🙂

I have never done this before and I am excited to offer this starting tomorrow Jan 17, which is my 50th Birthday until the end of the month!

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OMGosh I cannot believe I’m turning 50- I still feel like I’m 37…!

I hope you will celebrate with me and treat yourself to one of my books or programs above at 50% off all this month!

 

with birthday blissings,

ps Some of these programs above will NO LONGER BE FOR SALE-

so get them while you still can and at 50% OFF until end of January!

Just use this coupon code at checkout:

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MIRACLES are rushing towards you in 2015!

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