I shared about Exquisite Self Care for Women who desire to Receive more Beauty & Love, Health & Wealth
*The foundation for Health (which is also the KEY to having more Love & Wealth!)*Do you know what your Sensual Standards as a woman are? (NOT knowing actually repels everything you want!)*A pleasurable practice to shift out of Resentment and into Receiving for all of the Beauty & Health, Love & Wealth you CRAVE
Have you ever wondered WHY YOU DON’T TAKE EXQUISITE CARE OF YOURSELF EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW BETTER?
What I’ve noticed in working with women from around the world is that they can’t allow themselves to receive ME TIME, REST, HEALTHY BOUNDARIES, HELP etc etc because they feel guilty or unworthy.
I also noticed an OBVIOUS link between that and not being able to receive other things they wanted: HEALTH, PROSPERITY, OPPORTUNITY, LOVE, ABUNDANCE etc etc.
ps In my heart of hearts, I no longer want to be Better than you Smarter than you Thinner than you
Prettier than you Faster than you Stronger than you More accomplished than you More creative than you A better mother than you A better friend than you Better educated than you ANYTHING more than you.
I want to walk this path Side by side In awe of who you are In awe of what your gifts are To see you only in love and light With your beauty shining through Just as you are. And I want you to see me the same way. For I really do love you Just as you are. I only thought I had to be better In order for you to love me.
I drop this cloak of outshining at the gate. It has been such a heavy burden, An unnecessary burden A self imposed burden. Will you still love me Being just as I am. In my heart of hearts, I know you will.
-feeling of QUIET DESPERATION that my life will never really change
-INERTIA that keeps keeping me stuck
-INSECURITIES about my body
-using food and wine etc to medicate and NUMB the pain
-DISAPPOINTMENT in myself and my life
-fear that life is PASSING me by
-JEALOUSY of others who seem to be always on the winning side of life
-feeling trapped in relationships and social circle I’ve OUTGROWN
-never enough TIME for relaxation and fun
-DISSATISFACTION with my body no matter how much I diet or exercise
-SELF-DOUBT that makes me feel like a fraud
-WASTING my talents and gifts eeking out a living
-constantly in SURVIVAL mode
-struggle with DEBT
-DENIAL
-wanting to take exquisite care of myself but feeling GUILTY whenever I do
-loneliness and BOREDOM
-RESENTMENT I feel towards my partner
-watching too much TV to take my mind off of things- ESCAPISM
-confusion about why I do everything right but still feel something is MISSING
-never feeling like I’m ENOUGH
-ANXIETY masked by distractions
-HIDING out in my own life
OMG and the list goes on of such things I hear women tell me in private, things I have told myself…(except for the WINE lol!)
Maybe even YOU have heard yourself utter such despair too more than you care to remember…
Welcome to being a WOMAN.
Any woman who tells you she’s never had any of these thoughts is either lying, in denial or evolved her consciousness and no longer remembers the nightmare;-)
The point is you aren’t WRONG for feeling any feeling.
Personally, I relish ALL my feelings including DARK DOUBTS and TANTRUMS.
For there’s a source of feminine POWER there!
BUT that doesn’t mean you HAVE TO stay there.
I’m not saying those thoughts and feelings aren’t REAL when you experience them, but what I know for sure is that they are a rabbit-hole that will keep you STUCK if you let them.
Because anything you are trying to cope with and OVERCOME has you by the ankles and is dragging you down no matter how much you want to flee!
You aren’t meant to ‘cope with’ or ‘overcome’ anything. That’s the illusion. And NO way to live.
You are meant to notice what you feel, fully feel it and receive the energetic release, see through it and simply RISE above it. With ease, with grace.
It happens when you allow yourself to be that REAL.
It’s a paradigm shift of Releasing and Receiving, Returning and Remembering.
I was making a video to connect with you about this when my husband came in…I thought he would get the HINT that I was engaged but he kept going on and on…about my HAIR of all things!
it’s so silly that I decided to share it with you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIJYGDtkSqU
Then we started talking and I never did finish my video!
I had wanted to share about a fun way to connect with you, privately, intimately.
Because I know what MIRACLES can happen when we share from that powerful open space.
I invite you to a special call with me…
I want you to bring ALL of yourself including parts of yourself you feel you are trying to OVERCOME.
And this will be a sacred space, to go to the next layer together.
To create more Sisterhood, more community, to receive the support and connection I know you’re craving.
And I’ll give you a full update on where I am, SO much is happening, and even WHY I got so sick last year.
THIS WILL PROBABLY MAKE YOUR JAW DROP.
I’m FINALLY ready to share this so maybe even just ONE woman can learn from MY mistake.
All you have to do is show up.
And bring YOUR TRUTH, your struggles and hopes around wherever you currently are in your life.
