I can’t overcome this…
-deep down EXHAUSTION
-feeling of QUIET DESPERATION that my life will never really change
-INERTIA that keeps keeping me stuck
-INSECURITIES about my body
-using food and wine etc to medicate and NUMB the pain
-DISAPPOINTMENT in myself and my life
-fear that life is PASSING me by
-JEALOUSY of others who seem to be always on the winning side of life
-feeling trapped in relationships and social circle I’ve OUTGROWN
-never enough TIME for relaxation and fun
-DISSATISFACTION with my body no matter how much I diet or exercise
-SELF-DOUBT that makes me feel like a fraud
-WASTING my talents and gifts eeking out a living
-constantly in SURVIVAL mode
-struggle with DEBT
-DENIAL
-wanting to take exquisite care of myself but feeling GUILTY whenever I do
-loneliness and BOREDOM
-RESENTMENT I feel towards my partner
-watching too much TV to take my mind off of things- ESCAPISM
-confusion about why I do everything right but still feel something is MISSING
-never feeling like I’m ENOUGH
-ANXIETY masked by distractions
-HIDING out in my own life
OMG and the list goes on of such things I hear women tell me in private, things I have told myself…(except for the WINE lol!)
Maybe even YOU have heard yourself utter such despair too more than you care to remember…
Welcome to being a WOMAN.
Any woman who tells you she’s never had any of these thoughts is either lying, in denial or evolved her consciousness and no longer remembers the nightmare;-)
The point is you aren’t WRONG for feeling any feeling.
Personally, I relish ALL my feelings including DARK DOUBTS and TANTRUMS.
For there’s a source of feminine POWER there!
BUT that doesn’t mean you HAVE TO stay there.
I’m not saying those thoughts and feelings aren’t REAL when you experience them, but what I know for sure is that they are a rabbit-hole that will keep you STUCK if you let them.
Because anything you are trying to cope with and OVERCOME has you by the ankles and is dragging you down no matter how much you want to flee!
You aren’t meant to ‘cope with’ or ‘overcome’ anything. That’s the illusion. And NO way to live.
You are meant to notice what you feel, fully feel it and receive the energetic release, see through it and simply RISE above it. With ease, with grace.
It happens when you allow yourself to be that REAL.
It’s a paradigm shift of Releasing and Receiving, Returning and Remembering.
I was making a video to connect with you about this when my husband came in…I thought he would get the HINT that I was engaged but he kept going on and on…about my HAIR of all things!
it’s so silly that I decided to share it with you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIJYGDtkSqU
Then we started talking and I never did finish my video!
I had wanted to share about a fun way to connect with you, privately, intimately.
Because I know what MIRACLES can happen when we share from that powerful open space.
I invite you to a special call with me…
I want you to bring ALL of yourself including parts of yourself you feel you are trying to OVERCOME.
And this will be a sacred space, to go to the next layer together.
To create more Sisterhood, more community, to receive the support and connection I know you’re craving.
And I’ll give you a full update on where I am, SO much is happening, and even WHY I got so sick last year.
THIS WILL PROBABLY MAKE YOUR JAW DROP.
I’m FINALLY ready to share this so maybe even just ONE woman can learn from MY mistake.
All you have to do is show up.
And bring YOUR TRUTH, your struggles and hopes around wherever you currently are in your life.
Call-in details:
- Date and Time: MON Apr 20 @ 8pm EST
- Dial: 518) 530-1840
- Meeting ID: 299 111 200
- *Long Distance Charges May Apply
- JOIN VIA WEB: https://www.startmeeting.com/wall/299-111-200
And I look forward to opening the energy with the gorgeous SPRING BEAUTY and making real movement on this call together…
There’s a softer, more supportive way to ‘overcome’ whatever is currently holding you back…I’m not going to hold back anything in sharing it with you!
sending you SO much beauty and love,
Wow!! This post is my life right now. This is so potent and I am very much looking forward to the call. Thank you for sharing Shakaya.
PS- I love the video. It made my day 🙂
My pleasure Denae, looking forward to having you on the call!
Hi, would love to join call, but because of time zones it will be 12 pm Tuesday for us, and will be at work. Any chance that it will be recorded to listen to later? Thanks and love your offerings.
Hey Rebecca, great question…it’s hard to say because of the intimate nature of the call at that particular moment I really don’t know how I’ll feel about offering a replay…Thanks so much for your interest and I’d love to see you on another call maybe on a weekend 🙂
Thanks Shakaya for your response. I understand completely. Have a wonderful call and hope to be there another time.