I am the most alluring and brilliant courtesan of all time and my story tells you how...

When I was just an innocent girl of sweet 16, my single mother died suddenly of a heart attack and I was left to the streets with nothing but the clothes on my back, all alone…

I learned how to stay awake all night long so I could keep watch over myself and stay safe…

I brag that I am a genius for ensuring my own safety and for creating it in such a beautiful and feminine way.

I manifested the exact circumstances I needed to keep me alert and to hold my attention…

I saw and experienced many wild adventures, most untold…I keep those mysteries sacred as the brilliant Courtesan of the Night that I am…

Some that no teenage girl should have had to endure, but I DID.

And I now have the strength and power that comes from such Initiations…

I brag that I have insomnia to this day and never sleep more than 4 hours a night…

It used to cripple me and once I completely broke down and ended up hospitalized in the psychiatric ward from the unspeakable grief of losing my mama and her unconditional love- that I now embody- losing her love, losing my home, it shattered my very soul…I wanted to die…

After endless trials of drugs that couldn’t even touch my powerful system…

…those doctors tried to do electro-shock therapy on me but I told them NEVER!!! and immediately left after 6 weeks…

…back to the streets, hitchiking, exploring how to survive, how to THRIVE.

It’s like having more than one single life to be fully awake all hours of the day and night…the hours after midnight all to myself feel like gifts…

…it fuels my creativity to produce so many incredible books, programs, summits, artwork, clothing designs, articles, recipes and more…

I do not feel tired and my ecstatic real and RAW life easily sustains my exceptional energy…

I am so sensitive, I would never ever smoke, drink alcohol, do drugs, or even coffee.

My body is the address of my Spirit, and I’ve kept her clear and pure.

But on some days my eyes have dark circles, which I used to hate and be so embarrassed about!

But as the most alluring and brilliant courtesan of all time I love them now for they make me human and vulnerable and they show me when to slow down and rest and take Exquisite care of myself in lieu of ‘normal’ sleep.

I used to feel like a freak, so ashamed of everything that happened to me…

Now I am the genius Creatrix who conjured everthing to unfold so that I may be opened, deeper, wider, Lighter.

I have many Dreams, and most of them I live while awake!

For I am a living Legend, an Icon, a Goddess and Earth Empress.

Now, tell me how YOU are the most genius, beautiful, fascinating Empress Goddess woman of all time…

with legendary love,

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